{"id":1713,"date":"2022-06-17T09:07:52","date_gmt":"2022-06-17T07:07:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/d-avoir-trop-trinque-ma-vie-s-est-arretee.com\/?page_id=1713"},"modified":"2022-06-17T09:12:00","modified_gmt":"2022-06-17T07:12:00","slug":"ca-commence-comme-ca","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/d-avoir-trop-trinque-ma-vie-s-est-arretee.com\/index.php\/ca-commence-comme-ca\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00c7a commence comme \u00e7a"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-page\" data-elementor-id=\"1713\" class=\"elementor elementor-1713\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-6eaff14e elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"6eaff14e\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-2c2b43ae\" data-id=\"2c2b43ae\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-70f33f9 elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"70f33f9\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<style>\/*! elementor - v3.6.6 - 08-06-2022 *\/\n.elementor-heading-title{padding:0;margin:0;line-height:1}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title[class*=elementor-size-]>a{color:inherit;font-size:inherit;line-height:inherit}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-small{font-size:15px}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-medium{font-size:19px}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-large{font-size:29px}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-xl{font-size:39px}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-xxl{font-size:59px}<\/style><h2 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">\u00c7a commence comme \u00e7a<\/h2>\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-1df137d elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"1df137d\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-89395a2\" data-id=\"89395a2\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-c7510d4 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"c7510d4\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<style>\/*! elementor - v3.6.6 - 08-06-2022 *\/\n.elementor-widget-text-editor.elementor-drop-cap-view-stacked .elementor-drop-cap{background-color:#818a91;color:#fff}.elementor-widget-text-editor.elementor-drop-cap-view-framed .elementor-drop-cap{color:#818a91;border:3px solid;background-color:transparent}.elementor-widget-text-editor:not(.elementor-drop-cap-view-default) .elementor-drop-cap{margin-top:8px}.elementor-widget-text-editor:not(.elementor-drop-cap-view-default) .elementor-drop-cap-letter{width:1em;height:1em}.elementor-widget-text-editor .elementor-drop-cap{float:left;text-align:center;line-height:1;font-size:50px}.elementor-widget-text-editor .elementor-drop-cap-letter{display:inline-block}<\/style>\t\t\t\t<h4><strong>RUPTURES<\/strong><\/h4>\n<strong>2 avril \u2013 Dans mon lit \u2013 15h03<\/strong>\nIncapable de bouger, incapable de chasser les id\u00e9es noires\nqui me hantent, je serre les m\u00e2choires au moindre vertige.\nIncrust\u00e9 dans le matelas, le mal-\u00eatre me consume. Je ne\ntrouve pas le sommeil malgr\u00e9 les signes alarmants de\nfatigue. Les naus\u00e9es me maintiennent \u00e9veill\u00e9. J\u2019ai peur de\nm\u2019endormir\u2026 peur que mon cerveau me l\u00e2che, peur que\nmon coeur s\u2019arr\u00eate de battre. Ces angoisses sont de plus en\nplus fr\u00e9quentes, intenses, poignantes.<\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><strong>Flashback !<\/strong>\nJ\u2019ai 24 ans. Je me revois l\u2019avant-veille, le 31 mars, au bar,\nencha\u00eenant les pintes, avec le d\u00e9sir, le besoin de m\u2019abreuver de\nce liquide qui r\u00e9chauffe mes veines. Autour de moi, des rires, des\npaquets de clopes, des potes d\u2019\u00e9cole de commerce. Manon se\nvante de sa soir\u00e9e folle vendredi dernier \u00e0 la Concr\u00e8te, Alexandre\nnous romance sa derni\u00e8re conqu\u00eate, Alice parle de ses d\u00e9sirs de\nvacances au soleil. Classique ! Moi, je bois. Je plane. Plus rien ne\nm\u2019atteint. Je commande ma septi\u00e8me bi\u00e8re. Voil\u00e0, j\u2019ai ma dose !\nLa boule d\u2019angoisse a enfin disparue. Mes d\u00e9mons me lib\u00e8rent.<\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><strong>2 avril \u2013 Dans mon lit \u2013 15h05<\/strong>\nQuel enfer, l\u2019angoisse est revenue ! Tapie au fond de mes\nentrailles, elle se cache, se camoufle, puis bondit, affam\u00e9e,\npour se saisir de mon coeur. \u00a0\u00bb Chassez le naturel, il revient\nau galop. \u00a0\u00bb Ce naturel, ou plus exactement ce qui m\u2019est\ndevenu naturel, c\u2019est bien \u00e9videmment la gueule de bois\nqui, pour la faire taire, a besoin d\u2019\u00eatre \u00e0 nouveau nourrie\npar l\u2019alcool. L\u2019alcool appelle l\u2019alcool et je soigne cette\ngueule de bois comme je peux. Je la tabasse sans scrupules\n\u00e0 coups de whisky, de rhum, de pastis, bref, de tout ce qui\nse boit.\nDepuis bien longtemps je ne me maudis plus d\u2019avoir trop\nbu, d\u2019avoir pouss\u00e9 le bouchon au-del\u00e0 de mes limites, de\nm\u2019\u00eatre encore servi les verres de trop. Mais aujourd\u2019hui, je\nn\u2019ai m\u00eame plus la force de noyer ma gueule de bois avec (\u00e0 suivre)\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-d24ab08\" data-id=\"d24ab08\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-68695e0 elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"68695e0\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<style>\/*! elementor - v3.6.6 - 08-06-2022 *\/\n.elementor-widget-image{text-align:center}.elementor-widget-image a{display:inline-block}.elementor-widget-image a img[src$=\".svg\"]{width:48px}.elementor-widget-image img{vertical-align:middle;display:inline-block}<\/style>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img width=\"683\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/d-avoir-trop-trinque-ma-vie-s-est-arretee.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/2avril-0515-683x1024.jpg\" class=\"attachment-large size-large\" alt=\"\" loading=\"lazy\" srcset=\"https:\/\/d-avoir-trop-trinque-ma-vie-s-est-arretee.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/2avril-0515-683x1024.jpg 683w, https:\/\/d-avoir-trop-trinque-ma-vie-s-est-arretee.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/2avril-0515-scaled-600x900.jpg 600w, https:\/\/d-avoir-trop-trinque-ma-vie-s-est-arretee.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/2avril-0515-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/d-avoir-trop-trinque-ma-vie-s-est-arretee.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/2avril-0515-768x1152.jpg 768w, https:\/\/d-avoir-trop-trinque-ma-vie-s-est-arretee.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/2avril-0515-1024x1536.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/d-avoir-trop-trinque-ma-vie-s-est-arretee.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/2avril-0515-1365x2048.jpg 1365w, https:\/\/d-avoir-trop-trinque-ma-vie-s-est-arretee.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/2avril-0515-77x116.jpg 77w, https:\/\/d-avoir-trop-trinque-ma-vie-s-est-arretee.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/2avril-0515-scaled.jpg 1707w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 683px) 100vw, 683px\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00c7a commence comme \u00e7a RUPTURES 2 avril \u2013 Dans mon lit \u2013 15h03 Incapable de bouger, incapable de chasser les id\u00e9es noires qui me hantent, je serre les m\u00e2choires au moindre vertige. Incrust\u00e9 dans le matelas, le mal-\u00eatre me consume. Je ne trouve pas le sommeil malgr\u00e9 les signes alarmants de fatigue. Les naus\u00e9es me [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"elementor_header_footer","meta":[],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v19.14 - https:\/\/yoast.com\/wordpress\/plugins\/seo\/ -->\n<title>\u00c7a commence comme \u00e7a - D&#039;avoir trop trinqu\u00e9 ma vie s&#039;est arr\u00eat\u00e9e - Baptiste Mulliez &amp; Judith Lossmann<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/d-avoir-trop-trinque-ma-vie-s-est-arretee.com\/index.php\/ca-commence-comme-ca\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"fr_FR\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"\u00c7a commence comme \u00e7a - D&#039;avoir trop trinqu\u00e9 ma vie s&#039;est arr\u00eat\u00e9e - Baptiste Mulliez &amp; Judith Lossmann\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"\u00c7a commence comme \u00e7a RUPTURES 2 avril \u2013 Dans mon lit \u2013 15h03 Incapable de bouger, incapable de chasser les id\u00e9es noires qui me hantent, je serre les m\u00e2choires au moindre vertige. 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